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- | Writing about trauma feels more traumatic. Admitting physical, sexual, and emotional abuse. My high school senior thesis | + | Writing about trauma feels more traumatic. Admitting physical, sexual, and emotional abuse. My high school senior thesis about very topic. |
I am my own case study. Lends in my shame of having to write pleasantries in growing up. | I am my own case study. Lends in my shame of having to write pleasantries in growing up. | ||
- | I hate reflection looking into a mirror having | + | I hate reflection looking into a mirror having eyes cast upon my fractured |
- | What writing perspective | + | What writing perspective to use? Love feeling indecisive.. Normally I'm indecisive about dinner. paradox people feel I'm put together. Heh! |
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+ | I stand str-8, eerily quiet, and didn't realize how my quietness unnerves others. Then again when I speak umm. People wouldn' | ||
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+ | Truthfully, I dress like a bum living for comfort, my hair always a mess, but always clean I love smelling fragrant. | ||
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+ | Favorite fragrances: Angel, amber, hypnotic poison, and be delicious. | ||
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+ | Love soft citrus, vanilla, bergamot, lime. Harsh artificial scents make me gag. My hair, nails, and soft skin. My skin feels like silk, | ||
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+ | I touch others with feather light delicacy. The same fashion grandmother Cho touched me. I miss my grandmother' | ||
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+ | Unfortunately, | ||
I'm not looking forward to pain, depression, and feeling physically ill. Fuck path to self healing is fucking over rated. | I'm not looking forward to pain, depression, and feeling physically ill. Fuck path to self healing is fucking over rated. | ||
- | I know I need to make changes. I'm sick of beating my head against wall apparently I haven' | + | I need to make changes. I'm sick of beating my head against wall apparently I haven' |
I want to feel complete, whole, and healthy having ability to walk away from anything unhealthy in My world. Ability in utilizing Tesla coil, I am receiver and transmitter took Me a long time in figuring mystery. | I want to feel complete, whole, and healthy having ability to walk away from anything unhealthy in My world. Ability in utilizing Tesla coil, I am receiver and transmitter took Me a long time in figuring mystery. | ||
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I hope thought scares whom tried controlling Me. A lil late in game..I' | I hope thought scares whom tried controlling Me. A lil late in game..I' | ||
+ | I planted meditative trees, trees are flourishing 17 yrs of growth. | ||
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