Melissa....*sigh*

Hopefully one article will accomplish what I have to say.

At Six Melissa went into hibernation, statis, a cryogenic deep freeze. Mel needed to take over due to abuse suffered. Child is beaten, battered, and bruised. She hasn't seen sun in a long while, and fears light of day. If sun where to shine anywhere on body would expose every scar left on tiny frame.

Exposing self brings tremendous fear. Not wanting others to see what she hid for years. Housed within Melissa's core is immense love, destruction, and chaos. 3 are powerful are on there own, but when all three work in tandem becomes a force beyond nature.

Melissa stays in childlike state scared. Ironic for past 3 years people have reinforced “Melissa” for past 3 yrs I haven't acknowledge my birth name. Meaning zero response to people saying my name. People are typically pissed off.

I hate when I introduce myself as “Mel” people bypass introduction and proceed to call me *Melissa*. Why? What is objective? Fucked fact 2 people I've allowed to call me *Melissa* david father of my daughter and future x..why did I allow them to use my name?

If people who work in a specialized field are looking for a breakthrough fuck y'all are over due.

Allegedly I have ties to militarized black ops who have taken a special interest in Me. Can't undo damaged created in me.

How I relate, communicate, and express myself are left on pages. Read, make sense out of any rambling given. My goal keeping u at arms length of me. Preferably I'd rather bury all of u. Just to make sure I'm safe.

Handlers have bit dust unfortunately I wasn't able to save my daughter and granddaughter from carnage. My biggest regret.

My family line has been torn apart must be so proud randy allen hartman. 3 generations of women past, present, and future. Love wrecking homes?

Take enjoyment out of fucking people over. I can't completely blame him. I ignored all red flags with muthafucka. I went against my better judgement.

While with him I accepted randy Allen hartman's abuse. Why? Isn't that the things are supposed to be?

Last time I hugged him, randy allen hartman came home from work one day upset. I went to hug him, and threw me across room 6 months after we married.

I said, I'd tackle topic of Melissa fuck dat I've lost focus.

randy allen hartman came from a monarched home laced with masonic ties. From enduring molestation from mother, brothers, and uncle.

Raised in a home where such crude behavior is acceptable. Easy to become a predator in preying upon children. Teaching secrets are ok.

My mother's home was in monarched situation also grandpa Air force 20 yrs. Where my grandfather preyed on my mom ever since she was 12 yrs old to 17. Special interest in children with negative blood. Only 3 I suspect Deb who has passed, Shai, and Kassandra. Out of 7…My grandma was a whore cucking grandpa with children who weren't his.