Developing

My inner child is hurt, I didn't take time to nurture, tend, or acknowledge. I was taught to ignore myself cuz others are important? What I have a man who married for money, tried to kill me with several accomplices. I'm with someone who treats me like a stranger daily. wart's told me on several how much he doesn't love me. If wart doesn't love me why is he here? Does he need protection? wart truly wants to duck out after bruce is safely resting in ground. wart waited a year after vegasbaby father died. Patterns..

wart enjoys online fantasy, loves dating hookup sites: megafuckbook, rest stop quickies, and sluts galore. Shit like this spammed in email. he has porn, sex, drug, and lives like he's big pimp. I wonder how much debt we truly are in. I'll text numbers now, and let's bitches know he's unclean.

I don't need lawsuits coming our way because he's a public health risk. Would that be enough to change minds? People readily fuck without a health certificate. I hate act of kissing because I don't know where another person's mouth has been to fucking risky! I have healthy issues, last time I kissed husband day we married it was a cute peck.

My husband's complaints: My pussy is hairy (I keep a respectable trim), he never wanted to eat my pussy, My pussy damaged his cock on several occasions. I'm sorry wart has a fragile dick. If that fragile wart doesn't need to fuck. Laziest fuck I encountered, his job orgasm and roll over. wart has enough cock fluid for 2 people. he gets sloppy wet, wart thinks I'm sopping wet nope, and leaves a huge cummy mess! God, it's fucking nasty.

I hate sexual abuse! he's uninspired in bed, does best when he plays dead. I've married an over privileged white pampered baby. Who wants me to please his eager nigga needs? Fuck he doesn't live up to my standard of a man.

I look at courage cowardly daily, allows others to make bad decisions, so he can blame u. I live this shit daily after 14 yrs of unwedded bliss I am ready to leave this hell hole :)) Marriage taught me much about myself, and plenty to discover.

A kindred soul and life is an education. I am ready to create My dungeon! I want a room filled with nerf toys and laser tag!! I would love bdsm that can help pull the child in people in creating healthy outlets. For expressing stress, frustration, and anger. ;)