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Not a Typical Homewrecking Niteflirt Journal.
[Conspiracy of Terran Alien Myth, Discovering If Chief Joseph Sr and Jr are Legitimate Ancestors]
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[homewrecked] Audio Narrative.
[My husband randy allen hartman Photos of Alleged Children]
Bring on da toads
Handlers, marx, and toads opportunity of a lifetime. Wanna know lifelong secret? I swear inquiring minds want to know. What is secret of Me?
Future x bugged Me from 2017-2020 wanting to know what I look for in relationships. My response, “certainly not randy allen hartman.” randy's response, “I said what not who.” Snickering My choice of action.
Rule is Simple: Treat Me like a Lady. Keep fucking Identity don't turn into putty. Don't bend, compromise, and always stay honest.
Compromise is not an option, but understanding reaches deeper comprehension. Doesn't run from topics were either partner feels uncomfortable.
Does not use phrases “I don't know what to do, I don't know how to help, or what do you want me to do? Refusing to use negative stated words: crazy, insane, or delusional.
Finding one secure within skin, knowing thyself, finding true security. I agree with Futurama if I had ability to spronge with myself trust nobody knows me better.
Commonly misunderstood by most due to lack of communication or over communication I illustrate a picture. People fail in asking questions for any level of clarity.
I have terrible habits in leaving topics open ended or leaving conversation B4 person replies. if person takes more than 10 seconds in responding fuck I've lost interest.
One who has moral, judgement, and is loyal. I'm sick of people who believe perception of self verses reality of self. Oh, wait My parents,future x husband, and My clients great fucking examples.
I hate admitting I'm romantic blame my logical mind stops romanticism. I have never been with anyone who brings romantic out in Me. Quite poetic when I wish to be.
An Artist living in concrete. Clearly a writer I prefer articles bc I don't have attention span writing a book.
I have zero issue admitting wrong, love mental stimulation, incredible debates, odd topics. Love animals with a passion better than most people. Not furries not to confuse thangs.
Dreams are impossible now I've given information trust I have Zero trust in anyone approaching Me. My unobtainable standard for a relationship.
I have zero interest in guys who are: charming definition lacks sincerity and are narcissistic assholes. guys who are married or have girlfriends means person is looking for torrid affair, pass time, or having cake and ice cream.
I don't want to meet u online, in a bar, or date anyone I work with so cliche.
guys believing to be great lovers. Heh why the fuck aren't u doing *it* for wife or girlfriend will always be My argument.
A politician who can not give a direct answer. Certainly don't want a joker, Dr. Jekyll and hyde personality oh wait I married one of those. My bad…
I don't want someone who expects Me to reproduce, marry, or to be “theirs” I'm not a slave although marriage creates slavery fear of making partner unhappy, threatening idea of security having a reason to find somebody else they *trust*, want, or is theirs.
Fuck u.
Any level of partnership means abuse on several levels. Stripping away identity and self esteem.
I've experienced enough negativity in “relationships”. If right person decided to show, fuck I'd throw u away immediately. Why? I wouldn't believe u, everything u say will be automatic lies.
Cuz at some point a shift of control will occur, and I am not waiting for floor to drop. Feelings are a lie but intuition remains true.
[randy hartman possible Scottsdale az]
u hurt My God Daughter and nephews. I'm not going to wait in u hurting My Family. Time for Kruger/Candyman/Shocker program enabled and activated.
I'm traumatized, heightened, and triggered ready to kill. Time to find out if Military programming hitman assassin and shadow are effective. I'll be damned if I allow u to hurt children. Time to put government training to good use.
If u were thinking of approaching Me for a divorce with 2,000 in hand within 2 months. Not to mention Spousal Support u agreed I expect lump sum.
I won't be dependent waiting on Monthly payments. Don't, Stop, and u won't pass go… thinking it's a fair amount for what u did to Mer and I. Shit u've put out more for whores.
If u decide to kill Me I given enough testimony for investigation. Which opens u wide meaning fraud, cartel, drugs, and leads path to silk road. My father bruce cho drug king pin in Tacoma/Puyallup WA.
Drugs spanning south Canadian border down to Mexico. drug associate ex brother in law armando rodriguez located in Mexico. randy, darling u might have taken 1/4 of my site, but all I need 5 blogs in summarizing.
Since filing for divorce. ur dumbass decided to depart before officiating our separation. If u die fuck I receive crypto, swiss, German, Puget sound naval shipyard, and cayman island money. Fuck I'll be set… Thanx stupid :)
Why not start with u?
randy allen hartman
Melissa LeeAnn
alias: albert anderson
Letters left spell: Mischannel
B used from either Belton or blank
randy allen hartman informant, hacker, and handler
What the fuck did I marry? No wonder fbi and irs won't haul sorry ass in. actively working for government as informant class rat.
Paid to neutralize, harm, poison to commit murder an active handler.
Why are u lying low bitch? Love danger makes feel alive? Well, I'm actively trying to kill u by posting information about u, selling me out in same fashion u sold Me.
Now time to Tarnish everything about Me, by using My Energy to kill u. Truthfully, Murder a fancy word for Self Defense. Consider law of Hammurabi an eye for an Eye. Oh, dats right u only have one good eye.
Want and Wish to control Me? I want to control everything about u. I know when ur fucking, transferring, spending, and traveling. *Smirx*
Should have worked harder at not impregnating Me.. 2 dead boys left enough of DNA trail.
Consider urself a Marked Target. Time to activate Kruger/CandyMan Programming. *Sweet dreams* honey.
Fuck love, love hasn't done a damn thing for Me. Time for Pandora, ready to open box? Let's see what is found.
Porn, porn, porn
No, clue Twitter had that much porn. Damn, I spent day blocking twits for porn accounts sex made so accessible. Sad almost sex for fun, money, or addiction,
Usually I don't give a shit porn its all the same. Meaning sexual acts are same. After awhile characters look alike, feel same. Playing to camera hoping to convey some type of driven emotion.
Takes away from true intimacy. Peeps who are not happy with marriage use porn as an escape from detrimental issues in marriage hence breakdown in communication. What once was bonded begins to unravel.
Vows bastardized, taken for granted, and ultimately abused by both parties. Doesn't matter who is wrong, threw first stone, or committed first sin.
Breech in commitments step forth, breaking contract, and relationship certainly dead on arrival.
What's left porn, physical act, and winding up with narcissist who feels they'd treat u better than zombie partner or spouse married. gender does not matter.
Finding outside partner sharing kinks, fetishes, needs, wants, and desires. Something cheating spouse can't share with partner fearing partner's response.
Better share with someone who understands but wouldn't make a wife or husband. Whore understands u but her/him a special partner sharing drug, sex, money, and co dependency.
My future x found such upstanding whore. When fecal material hit proverbial oscillator. My future x expected me to accept what he could not tell me about himself, but gets off on shame and guilt randy allen hartman's consistent drug.
What am I Jesus supposed to accept whore Mary Magdalene for nature? Good thing I'm not Jesus.
Fucking irony
1-12-23….the 1975 has concert taylor swift performs a couple tunes. My future x husband's lover birthday 1-12-87. Fuck he's known whore since B4 we met. soundtrack based on taylor swift for emily wallgren and randy allen hartman's relationship.
What a rewounded injury not like band would have such knowledge, but irony. 1975 marx definite end after going through motions for years randy and I. My metaphor for my relationships endless revolving door for psychos, sociopaths, and pathological liars. Fuck I'm sick of jokers, clowns, and Dr. Jekyll's.
I must have stamped across my forehead interested in criminally insane. Depressing thought….
I have not seen actual cock in four years. Meaning celibate, zero sex, and abstinent. I'm not a lesbian, perfectly str-8, afraid of finding more psychotic assholes who might complete what future x couldn't. Completely logical in thought.
Final thought I was wrong in assessment. I accept and acknowledge I am wrong. chalked ironic alignment. Quest continued
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