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Not a Typical Homewrecking Niteflirt Journal.
[Conspiracy of Terran Alien Myth, Discovering If Chief Joseph Sr and Jr are Legitimate Ancestors]
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[homewrecked] Audio Narrative.
[My husband randy allen hartman Photos of Alleged Children]
Oh, caroline the 1975
Great rendition or homage “dream a little dream” released march 3, 1989.
Somebody to love
Remake boys of summer don Henley. released October 26, 1984
Oh, Caroline song analysis brings me to my future ex's pleas “I will try, do, and say anything to make Me stay.”
After fucking life up for years. horrendous sex, I have never experienced an orgasm with his dick, (or anyone else for matter of fact)).
Generally better flying solo meaning masturbation zero risk of disappointment. dildos aren't an option tried once a cringing nightmare. I must have a Cinderella pussy!! Looking for right fit.
My future x loves freak ass shit, cuz if dick can't at least a dildo can. When I say freaky ass shit put imagination to use in all perverse concepts my mind can't fathom or conceptualize.
My future ex at least has brought me an orgasm with his digits. Why spontaneous orgasm? I knew he was leaving so therefore a part of me relaxed. I told my future ex I knew he was leaving that night he denied departing.
Ladies and gentlemen he was gone that afternoon. Leaving our marriage in a non finalized state.
Why stay with somebody who has no intention of truly stepping up or owning past mistakes? I hate line about being cucked if people enjoy lifestyle who am I to disagree.
I don't enjoy lifestyle at all, nigga took what we had to give to his children and babies mamas.
Screwed Me, My child, and Granddaughter out of a life.
When I hear Caroline, honestly reminds me of future x. Song written in reverse.
What I feel randy allen hartman's plea of lies and insincerity spewing from rectum.
Asking me to accept him for who randy allen hartman is??
Stalking is a crime, I can't use unlawful entry, car is still in our name.
Wouldn't it be funny if u were located in Clarksville.
Question what alias are u using? have a million.
I married a dick which is appropriately used…all it takes is a little tap..down like a bitch.
Many men and women experienced such situations where their trapped by a narcissist. I know, I'm not only one, but I'm not afraid penning story in white and black.
In black and white many shades of grey in between. I'll forever be looking over my shoulder Thanx to u and other extenuating circumstances.
Relationships are dead why? Somebody will end up a liar without fail. On Cam…u'll never touch Me, nothing won't ever happen I don't want happening. Safest form of sex.
I keep and kept interaction to a minimum, hugging, touching, holding hands, cuddling, kissing makes Me want to vomit.
We slept in same place during different times, when we bought a house we slept in 2 different rooms. I stopped hugging child and spouse. After 20 yrs, I'm slowly working on touch.
Idea of sex is worse with another human. More than likely I'll wind up disappointed, awkward, and ready to leave. Nothing left to say if sex is wretched.
After experiencing sex with future ex. 2001 sex was neutral. 2005 when we married sex non existent. 2015 is when shit hit fan.
I don't care what another person's sexuality is but put sexuality on notice so I know not to touch u.
Bi sexuality is not for Me on any level. I don't want to fuck bi males. Sorry knowing u've had cock or ass in mouth ugh, tongue on tongue guy action. ur more gay than bi not hetero. Bi sexuality is a cover for men and women who need a beard to hide true sexuality. Sorry turn off.
Shit, asshole I married is gay enough. I don't believe there are str-8 males left on planet. If there are very few and far between.
What I've experienced with him helped keep legs locked possibly permanently.
I do my best in trying to keep Sherman in mind..his philosophy “turn tragedy into comedy.” Reading obituary reminds me..if Sherman followed his path.“ I'll find and follow my own. As for now I am lost…with direction…but no direction.
I'll edit later rough draft
Sherman Waller...
Rev. Sherman L. Waller, 59, Junction City, Ks. passed away Tuesday, April 29, 2014, at the University of Kansas Medical Center. A funeral service will take place 10 a.m. Friday, May 9, 2014, at the Second Missionary Baptist Church 701 W. 10th Street in Junction City. Interment will follow the funeral service at the Kansas Veterans'
Cemetery near Manhattan, Ks. A visitation will take place 6-8 p.m. Thursday, May 8, 2014, at the Penwell-Gabel Mass-Hinitt Funeral Chapel 805 Caroline Ave. Memorial contributions may be given to Second Missionary Baptist Church or to the Western Baptist Bible College - Junction City, Ks. both c/o Second Missionary Baptist Church 701 W. 10th Street Junction City, Ks. 66441.
Motherfuckers stamped names on Sherman's death.
Last Sermon 4/28/2014 4+2+8+2+1+4= 21 2+1= 3.*
Last time I saw Sherman September 1995, Sherman passed 2014. 2014-1995= 19 yrs.
1+9= 10 1+0= 1
Apr 29, 2014 and May 10, 2014:
1 weeks 4 days or 11 calendar days
before Mercedes birthday.
4-29-2014 Sherman passed on number 4.
Six days after kassandra's birthday.
Visitation May 8, 2014
May 9, 2014 5+9= 14 day before my daughter's birthday. Time 10 am 5-10 my daughter's birthday. 2014 = 7…
6-8 pm 14 1+4= 5
Sherman passed @ 59 5+9= 14 1+4=5
805 Caroline Ave…8-5 representative of 8-14, and my future ex-husband's birthday 8-5.
701 W. 10th Street Junction City, Ks. 66441.
701 7+1= 8 10 1+0= 1 8 representative of my birth month, 1 representative of my life path in numerology. 6+6+4+4+1= 21 2+1= 3
Last Sermon 4/28/2014 4+2+8+2+1+4= 21 2+1= 3.
“A beautiful bird flapped into our drab little cage and made walls dissolve”
“I have to remind myself some birds aren't meant to be caged. Their feathers are just too bright. when they fly away place I live in is much more drab and empty that they're gone. I just miss my friend.”
Shawskank Redemption
Alias: S-man, Superman, and sandman in our household. Sherman went against protocol. I'm not sure why Sherman took assignment either.
Sherman honestly gave his life to save mine.
Sherman clued me to assholes who'd destroy, hurt, or try killing me.
Granted our conversations were never direct. Conversing in theory, abstractions, philosophy, and coded language. I'd learn to decipher later in life.
Short time we had together from 1993 to 1995 Sherman applied word “education” which could not be reached in a classroom.
I received a crash course college level education in life possibilities.
An education keeping me alive and awake.
Thank you for taking my Mentor, friend, and parental figure.
83818 numbers in obit link…
8+3+8+1+8= 28 2+8= 10 1+0= 1
Still tagged in url.
The 1975 hmmm, cute conspiracy...
Release dates of albums
9-2-2013 9+2+2+1+3=17. 1+7= 8
2-26-2016 2+2+6+2+1+6=19 1+0= 1
11-30-2018 1+1+3+2+1+8=16 1+6= 7
5-22-2020 5+2+2+2+2=13. 1+3= 4
11-14-2022 1+1+1+4+2+2= 13. 1+3= 4 Matty Healy's birth month.
The 1975 Wamu concert 4-30-2017
4+3+2+1+7= 17 1+7= 8
Text from Maximus23 3-3-2020
3+3+2+2= 10 1+0= 1
If your 2 shy drops 4-23-2020
4+2+3+2+2= 13 1+3= 4
Time between texts from song drops
3-3-2020 till 4-23-2020
20 days, 7 weeks 2 days, or 51 calendar days
Weekend Days* 14 1+4= 5
Holidays 0
Business Days 37 3+7= 10 1+0= 1
1975 Nashville Concert 11-13-2022
1+1+1+3+2+2+2= 12 1+2= 3
Wamu Concert 4-30-2017
Days in between
Text from Maximus23 3-3-2020
2yrs 10 months 3 days, 34 months 3 days, or 148 weeks 2 days.
Weekend Days* 298 2+9+8= 19 1+9= 10 Holidays (show) 33 3+3= 6 Business Days 707 7+7= 14 1+4= 5
the_1975 Wamu 4-30-2017
Days in between Concerts
The 1975 Nashville 11-13-2022
5 years 6 months 14 days, 66 months 14 days, 289 weeks 0 days or 2023 calendar days
Weekend Days* 578 5+7+8= 20 2+0= 2
Holidays (show) 61 6+1= 7
Business Days 1384 1+3+8+4= 15 1+6= 7}} Answer to question.
My birthday 8-14-1977
8+1+4+1+9+7+7= 37 3+7= 10 1+0= 1
4+8+1+9+8+9= 39 9+3= 12 1+2= 3
Time between birthdays
11 years 7 months 25 days, 139 months 25 days or 607 weeks 6 days or 4255 calendar days
Weekend Days* 1215 Holidays (show) 120 Business Days 2920
Caroline released 10-14-2022. 2 months after my birthday. Granted My name is not caroline….I take letters from my given name only letter I lack is “R” but My screen name Alisssandra has an “r”…
hmmm rest of letters make 8 different words but shameless stands out. Why? the_1975 w/ Pale Waves, Colouring Bill Graham Civic Auditorium San Francisco, CA. April 28, 2017…or
Somebody else - The 1975 Nameless Kids Cover - YouTube
2 months 0 days or 8 weeks 5 days or 61 calendar days
Dates Between Caroline releases Oct 14, 2022 and till date of concert Nov 13, 2022:
4 weeks 2 day, 30 calendar days Within which, there are:
Weekend Days* 8 Holidays 1 Business Days 21
If your 2 shy released on Apr 23, 2020 and Caroline releases Oct 14, 2022:
2 years 5 months 21 days, 29 months 21 days 129 weeks 1 days or 904 calendar days.
How am I tied to band? and Why?
Fucked up...
Text happens march, 3 2020…screen name reads maximus23 invert x to t…matimus23..
Mat Hebrew Gift of god…carry on “t” Timus in Estonian origin, means Honoring God. timothy means God's honor” or “honor God
Looks like Matt Timothy..if your 2 shy drops on My mom's birthday April 23rd.
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