Story spawned from Missing fragments filled, story spun through dreams, Truthfully, I have never been in love, deep forms of lust, but no real bonds.

Sex a broken record skipping more than occasional beat. If I am going have orgasm I need love. why I've never experienced orgasm. My first orgasm a traumatized experience.

Love comes from heart, communication, understanding, and growing together. True love willingness to grow without fear of judgement.

Most couples are emotionally inept to grasp emotional needs, wants, or desires. Bc many do not acknowledge their own emotional wants, desires, or needs.

Concepts are not defined: emotional, mental, financial, and physical needs. Honesty, needs to be addressed by having a clear choice. Dishonesty, abuses other person without consent.

Most couples “make an appearance” by misleading others. If couples lack flexibility, have sign of insecurity, or generally look fake. marriage a complete lie.

Marriage does not reconcile loneliness, insecurity, or tax credit.

If marriage chips away @ piece of mind, self worth, or relationship is co dependant on some level (black flags). Was cost of marriage worth expense of Independence? Was experience of marriage worth cost of freedom?