I never believed my level of torture was real. If I believed my torture was real I would have died. My mind did not register laboratory clinical sadomasochistic testing bullshit as real.

drowning, burning, waterboarding, electro therapy, and drug stimulation specific speed, blended with lsd, heroin..quite a Nazi cocktail. T

hat blend formed a protective barrier around my psychosis shielded my core personality, but drugs certainly did damage.

Ensured I'd never transition into any programmable personality. My conditional training princess and pea, show-gun, Cinderella, Alice in wonderland, and wizard of Oz. White rabbit, early feminization, early onset physical abuse.

I acknowledge shit I endured is real and all sides will pay. Those who tried to put me under, and those who summoned deadly beast. I feel blood pouring out my chest, and I want REVENGE! Wanted beast, military imprint, and another..

written somewhere in journal. Many evils compartmentalized from one another makes Me a Titan, and Titans overthrew gods and goddesses. I'm a certified Titan of fire and forged Excalibur. I'm going to rite, ur wrong. I know My level of power is intimidating, and I am potential energy who reaches solar. Think I don't know?