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Not a Typical Homewrecking Niteflirt Journal.
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[homewrecked] Audio Narrative.
[My husband randy allen hartman Photos of Alleged Children]
How I survived
I never believed my level of torture was real. If I believed my torture was real I would have died. My mind did not register laboratory clinical sadomasochistic testing bullshit as real.
drowning, burning, waterboarding, electro therapy, and drug stimulation specific speed, blended with lsd, heroin..quite a Nazi cocktail. T
hat blend formed a protective barrier around my psychosis shielded my core personality, but drugs certainly did damage.
I acknowledge shit I endured is real and all sides will pay. Those who tried to put me under, and those who summoned deadly beast. I feel blood pouring out my chest, and I want REVENGE! Wanted beast, military imprint, and another..
written somewhere in journal. Many evils compartmentalized from one another makes Me a Titan, and Titans overthrew gods and goddesses. I'm a certified Titan of fire and forged Excalibur. I'm going to rite, ur wrong. I know My level of power is intimidating, and I am potential energy who reaches solar. Think I don't know?
What could have gone wrong
Why he couldn't kill Me, bc I raised roof, refused to stay silent. I feel wart felt my family would have framed him for My death. Discussed wart's level of abuse, how he moved Me an hour from home, no contact with family. my husband had access to poison gas, prescription, and drugs. body of evidence test for unusual substances in houses. All houses will lose value quickly thanx to meth factory across fence. Anything to drive me crazy, hope for a car accident, or suicide? Sorry, insurance money won't be easy better work wiley. Princess Diana a classic case of abuse. No one listened, brushed aside, constantly told she's crazy abused by duty how convenient. Tapes reveal abused individual, and how Diana resorts to self infliction to hide trauma. I don't believe the royal family cared who Diana married. Royal Family didn't want boys in America that needed to stop.
Narrative
I'm telling my story, giving narrative, and hope people will see how narrow we become towards partner. Abuse happens as children meaning boys and girls. We are not taught how to properly communicate, and due to lack of life skill we suffer emotional deficits, immaturity, and lack of frontal lobe. Breakdown barriers of shame, open levels of communication by pulling gender out of equation. Only then can we see how different we aren't.
Murder - dream
I had a dream 2007…randy allen hartman witnesses a murder my father committed. Incident happened 2 miles from randy allen hartman's workplace Puget sound naval shipyard Bremerton, wa.
My father bruce cho shot this man point blank, and looked rather satisfied. The body hauled away on motorboat. I dream vividly, and when I discuss dreams most ask am I on or have I ever tried lsd the answer is no.
[Niteflirt] I'm not ur Girlfriend
I'm not ur girlfriend, I'm not here to be a jealous bitch I don't give 2 shits who u fuck. We will never fuck, a girlfriend will give benefit of pussy, possibly cooked meals. I'm not Domesticated, I'm not here to call u 30* out of ur day. Sounds like sub wants to be daddy, where he controls portions of My Life? Believe ur that important? I don't give into levels of insanity of a relationship.]] Those ideas intrude My morals and ethics. I am happy to give a scene where I pretend to be ur wife, and give u every selfish scenario that goes wrong.
I don't allow levels of such delusion. I am tired of hearing the same bullshit. “She's not into my sexual needs, wants, or desires.” Bullshit punk mutha fucka u don't want sexual satisfaction from ur partner.
u want to fuck everything, wife and kids are to pedestrian suddenly ur bored. Married cuz u were young, dumb, and pregnant, realize life isn't way u hope. Fuck u, life isn't what she wanted either. Taking his abuse,
I don't want children, house, wife, responsibility of children, but can't afford to leave life ur trapped in. Sounds like a global problem. Like u r the only one going through ringer take a look at ur partner. Selfish bastards need a Reality Check!
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